Easter

It really ticks me off that I can not remember how to spell Easter in Spanish.... la pasqua or la pascua? Kudos to you, David, for taking this, among other things, away from me.
Yes, angry, and not smoking.... nearly two weeks now.... can you tell?
In any event, all week I have relived the smell of the incense and the flowers and the walking and the waiting in my mind, wishing to experience it again.

Trouble is brewing.... an internal silent war, that will eventually surface. A bit showed through on Friday, as David and I talked about our relationship. I've grown tired of the facade and finally stated that we need to define what we are, not what we pretend to be. So, we will see.
It did not get mean or nasty. He has not said much since, but it has only been a couple of days.

He is blogging again, his "news"..... what bothers me is the 'victim' position he takes. He starts off with how he is feeling or listing symptoms- this is what really gets on my nerves. STOP GETTING EVERYONE TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOU. We all know that you are sick.

I have been struggling with this ME vs. WE thing.... How much of the ME have I lost/ given up for the WE? How long is fair to hold resentment? How long is fair to hold guilt?

Just a bad patch at the moment.
I need change.