Not so angry this week..... who knows.
I fly off the handle so much, I have really lost track of what is truly important and what is just drama.
David and I still the same.
Return to schedule with Dudgeon. I will ask David to go eventually.
I told Denise what is going on.
Doctor visit somewhat successful. Off the Chantix, but still NOT SMOKING. Now on Prevacid for reflux (get it at night, very frightening) and Klonopin for anger management/ mood control..... Enjoying the Klonopin, but I think I take too much.
Appointment in a couple of weeks.
Kind of back to my regular schedule, rather, back to my over-schedule. Too much on my plate once again.... grading and midterm letters.
Also, no job at Flinn next year. Recently received district letter stating no interest from other schools during the first round..... Need to get applications done, but takes so much time. And then will have to confront possibility of move.
Garden green. Lots of weeds.
Can look so beautiful. Sad that it has become a place for anger, loneliness, and resentment.
Not sure what to do with it now.
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