Good Days- Bad Days

Just kind-of 'blah.'

Mix of good and bad this week. Nothing too terrible, nothing too great. Still, I wish I could have a decent, unaffected week.

Another student issue, this one is the child of the Board President. We shall see.

13 days of not smoking- moments of desire, quite intense actually, but they pass. Other pills help a bit, but mood still swings. Tolerance level low, but not going off the beam.

Gym this past week Sat-Wed. Too tired Thurs, Fri, and today. Plan to pick it up again tomorrow. Just aerobics.

Crack in conversation between David and I- once again about money and the house. It is the same conversation we've had before: he needs to decide what he wants to do with his life. If his life is going to be sitting on the sofa- he can do that anywhere. I am going to go where the job is (which lead to a bit of a spat over how this year has transpired thus far- will I be able to get recommendations) and he needs to decide where he wants to be..... "What is our relationship?", did not come up, but probably would have had we continued the conversation.

Earned $.01 on my savings account. Interesting.

I am thinking a return to Sevilla in June- just a week.

So things are moving a bit.
Slowly, but moving. I just need to keep the pace and lean in the direction I want to go in- which I am not quite sure.

I just need to pick a few things- three goals to focus on- and just ignore the rest.
I think it will be:
1. Job- need to prep for next year
Applications, recommendations, and portfolio update first on this list.
2. Gym- need to get into a dedicated schedule
A good fit into my schedule (not a forced fit) and get more sleep so not so tired in the afternoon.
3. Smoking- almost at second benchmark (2 weeks)
30 days is next benchmark.

And then, of course, just try to keep everything else at peace.