Las realidades

What is real, what is not- I mean, how much of our lives are only what we choose to see? I seem to be wandering with blinders on lately; my life made of of disconnected segments- oblivious to the other until confronted with it.

I get up- one mind-set.
I drive- another.
At school- another (sometimes per class).
Drive home- another.
At home- another.
In bed- another.
At TBG- another.
Weekends- another.

Dr. Dudgeon said I had disassociation issues- dividing my life into areas of peace and discord; protecting self from one or the other.

Lots of things going on- some good, some bad.
Nothing horrible, just not where I want/need to be or be doing.

Too much on my plate; too much to do.
And I find myself doing nothing or something else as I have a pile of grading to do in front of me, a carton of journals to grade in the kitchen; update grades for the week; update lessons (observation next week); and various other work things to do. Planning Spain trip 2009 for students.
Not to mention things around the house.

My goals for the year have gone by the wayside:
Smoking, have not been to the gym in weeks; house unorganized.
Lots of procrastination- now past 1, up since 8.

On the positive- savings account.

Otherwise, nothing much.
Just going on day by day.