5.8.08

Anticipation

This feeling lingers a bit, but not too bad.
I think it is due to the anticipation of the new school year, and perhaps, with disappointment of not getting things done over the summer. I am not quite sure, but it is something.

I can tell myself.... "let it go, let it go, let it go," but it does not work.
There is just so much on my summer TTD list left undone.

But I am a 'list' person. So the things that are not done are on another list (haha). Not funny, really, as I just use it to beat myself up.

With school starting soon, I have another list.
I've been in getting my room together- a slow process.
I've started on syllabus, handouts, and lessons.

I am a bit nervous though.
I've heard that this group of students is not a very good group (behavior issues).

A need to reorganize; restart.
I've been here before, cycle-after-cycle-after-cycle.
Not sure where to begin or where to end. Is there ever an end?

What will I do today?

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