Near the Turn

After a bit of time stewing, slowly things are turning around.

Still some procrastination, and still some inner-struggles, but the turn is near. I can feel it.

After a late start, I focused energy yesterday to get my classroom bulletin boards together- a little more than half finished. And then came home and mowed the yard (it was dark when I finished).

Today, I began with a good stride (working on bulletin board stuff), even though I woke up late, but now it has wained some. Hitting the procrastination threshold.

I have four things on my TTD list this weekend:

1. Clean the house
2. Mow the lawn- DONE
   
3. Work in the gardens
1. Finish west.
2. Begin east.
   
4. School preparations
1. Displays
2. First day/ week
3. First unit lessons

So how much will get done? Who knows.

All I know is that I am feeling close to PANIC mode. Perhaps this is what moves me.

If I focus on what I have accomplished, and not on what I am lacking..... well, it is difficult. I see what I have not accomplished everyday (house, garden, body, etc.).

I find it very difficult to make the decision on what to do/ set the priority. It is all important.

Today, since the weather is a bit wet (rain this morning and called for this afternoon), I will concentrate on indoor projects. I have the house to clean and I still have not tackled the guest room (my dressing room).

Afterwards, I will work on school preparations or my schedules for fall.