Not such a good week.

No. 1
Sooner or later.... First argument about Spain. David found JC's and Ana's address in my computer bag after he noticed that I did not check 'monogamous relationship' on my Realjock profile. I did not know that he knew about the profile, but I should have assumed; not checking the relationship status was an oversight (updated in December). Deleted profile, of course, and have to assume he has search the internet for any remnants. (Old profiles lingering somewhere? Who knows.)
Well, the solution to calm any fears was for him to come with me to Spain or for me to drop. For him to go it was around $4500; Cheryl was less-than-enthused about taking over the trip (and opened up another can of worms). There is no money for him to travel, and then there are his medical issues and the dogs. Cheryl told me that she will not take over the trip.
In the end, taking students abroad will look good on my resume- so I am going. We agreed to drop it. I do not think he is completely happy about it, but it will do.

I know I have not been a complete angel. But what can you do. Life is what it is sometimes.
Conflict of reality and fantasy. What life is is not always what I wish it to be/ what I believe it should be.

No. 2
This lead to money issues, specifically the house. We need to fix the house/ sell the house; we need to downsize and stop hemorrhaging money. With the current market, we can probably find a cheap condo, move in, fix this house (without worry of David's allergies), and then sell it/ rent it out. It will be a lot of work and a lot of money- but it will have to do.
Still, David still does not have any sort of 'plan' for his life.

Nos. 3, 4, 5 & 6
Issues at school (besides the trip).
First, threatening messages found in the bathrooms, so we are now on permanent 'soft lockdown' (no passes/ unescorted students). Homeroom students just off-the-beam and I am tired of explaining that I can not allow students to leave the room to go to the bathroom or locker. Arguments and more arguments.
I have a study hall first hour this semester. Of course, a few students are always screw it up for everyone else.
One of my students returned from an extended vacation- gone a month. I can not believe the district allows this to be 'excused.' She did not do what I asked her to do over the vacation; is not doing what I've asked her to do now.
Our last FLIC meeting was a nightmare. I think it is time to cut it.

No. 7
Fat, fat, fat. Going to the gym every morning, but weight not changing much- get myself going by self-hatred thoughts. Negative. Negative. Still, I can not get myself to go over the weekends.

No. 8
Grandma in the hospital with pnomnia and now diagnosed with diabeties. She seems OK. Mom is going next week.

So a lot on my plate this week and a ton to do this weekend.
I assume issues will continue next week- what joy.