Desire to change; transform.

Still the same state, but something changed. Not sure what, but I feel that damage will be inevitable.

How can one be tired and energized at the same time?
I believe that there is some spark inside me that ignited. Not sure what. Perhaps because 40 is looming.

All of the realms included in this round. How much will get done? Not sure. Will fear eventually curb this mood? Probably.

Work is work.
Reflecting on the semester (which I still need to write), I have become somewhat of a rogue- defiant due to feeling unsettled and unsure. Drama continues, which I believe has created a rift into a new direction.

We shall see.