Post-Thanksgiving

A couple days at Mom's with Trey.
Santa at Woodfield; traditional meal at Mom's.
Grading and school work.
Once home, David and I finished up Trey's Christmas.  Now on to the others.
Christmas cards this year- ordered.
Trey calendar 2015 complete.

Trey grounded today for his behaviors over the visit.
I just don't get it- and he obviously doesn't either.

Sadly, my holiday "blahs" are in full swing.
Had already been in a downturn and this is just another layer.
Will call to get some help- yes, it is that bad.
Unhappy in multiple facets- there is no "safe place."  This is more than being in the in-between.
Need to push through it, but finding it difficult- the desire is not there.
Depending upon routines to get through it- and not following them just makes it worse.

Adoption

Yesterday was the day.  Trey is official.
Nice day spent with family.

Early November

Transition.
I think this is why I am feeling so in-between.

Saying things, but not doing things.
Gotten into a loop of poor habits.

Everything is actually fine/OK.
I mean, I really do not have any complaints.
At least, nothing major or life-changing at the moment.

Still, I want to moan and groan about a bunch of random shit that really does not matter.
And when I think about it too hard, I find myself pulling up the "asshole" card for complaining when I really don't have much to complain about.

Not a fan when I get into this loop.