Holiday blahs

Christmas came and went-
Not bad, but not great either.
Disappointing- but being disappointed is predictable (and I think I've just become a bit jaded).

Now in the one of the holiday in-betweens (between Christmas and my birthday), which is just a bit maddening.

Trey is grounded- being rude and disrespectful.
I am procrastinating- shit-load of work to do.

Went to get physical yesterday and we discussed my unhappiness- he has recommended a therapist.

Not looking forward to the rest of holiday break, but not looking forward to going back to work either.

Two weeks to winter break

Crunch time.

Holiday shopping for Trey is finished.

David is done too.

Trees up, but not decorated.

Most cards addressed.

Still have to shop for others.

Plan to finish it all up next weekend.

Work is OK.... dragging.

Next couple of weeks are going to be tough.

I have a plan, but we'll have to see how that goes.

Registered at RU to finish MAT.

One class starts in January, and have four more- after that, I am done.

Feeling OK, but not OK.

Holiday blues have calmed-down, so now just back in the in-between.

Moments high and low, but mostly in the muck.