Return from Disney..... missed the "magic".

Returned yesterday.... still digesting.  Not quite sure what to write.

Sad that what should have been a wonderful vacation experience, once again, just turned out to be a headache for me.

Mom is getting old and she is stubborn and she gets mean (recall Spain).
I believe she realized her limits and just crapped-out.
Still, I think Trey had a good time, although I know he was aware of what was going on.
My mood probably did not help anything- worrying too much about Mom.

I'll take him back- try to do it again in a positive light.

Summer melt

Just rather irritated.

Full plate of things to do, mind you I have procrastinated most of it, and just not enough time in the day, nor desire.
Trey not at camp today- set off the big alarm.  But it is not about the alarm, rather the fact that I am physically tired, woke up late (has been later and later as the summer has gone on), and just feeling inconvenienced.
Applying for jobs- yes, no, I don't know.  I am not looking forward to next year- class schedule, returning to the long days, etc.  We'll see where it goes.

Thinking that I might just pick up an go to the 'burbs and sub for the year, with the hope that something will pop open.  Have not figured out all of the logistics.

Just not my day.

Summer blues.....

Really?
Yep.

Started to creep in yesterday, and now pretty much full-blown.
Crescendo building.  Not sure what it is going to be.

Sent online application for Spanish job in Marengo.
I have a job, and I know I said that I would keep it, but I just don't want it.
Yes, everyone can have a rough year, but I worry that I will have another.
Reflection on the past year, and what I will have next year..... just not where I want to be.
If there is not going to be longevity, why stick around, right?

Other internal issues, but work is the big one.
Just not sure of many things today.
Flood gates are opening.